Look for tomorrow

It’s been a while

Went to New Zealand and just came back.

I still miss her tho. :/

What is going on?

I don’t know what has been going on.

We don’t talk normally like we used to anymore. Did I say something or did something happened? I know it’s getting closer and you’re leaving so soon. I feel I don’t want to be left out from part of you, I still want to talk to you every night, I do want to call you and I do want to see you. I love you and I would say it a million times if I have to.

Please don’t leave me like this, it hurts when you do.

Untitled.

I just wanna get the best of you. Feel what you feel and see what you see. If I can, I would turn myself to be a fly on the wall and just be with you everyday. It would’ve made me happy but now, I don’t know if I should feel what I feel about you. It didn’t change so much,  but it grew branches.

Even though we’re miles apart, I would never give up on you.

That girl.

Days are getting closer and closer everyday, I tried to convince myself that I no longer have feelings for her but I guess I am wrong. I still have feelings for her, it’s hard for me to say to myself “she’s not the one for you” because I know for sure every time I tell myself those words, they become the opposite.

Just the slightest thought of her, reminds me of her scent. The warmth of her hand, the way she stares at me, her eyes and her laugh.

What should I do?

:(

It hurts

I never judged you from your looks, you only assumed that I do. The thought of you leaving just keeps on saddening me and I think maybe I should just fall asleep for that day, so when I wake up, I can just let pass the feeling of you leaving. I know for sure we are not best of friends but I do know that we are meant to be together. I have always wondered if you ever thought of me this way, even for just a moment. If you do, I really hope that thought becomes feeling and a growing feeling at that.

Fuck, I think I’m still not giving up even if I say I am.

School - cats edition;

Waking up in the morning.

On the way to school.

Seeing your friends.

Seeing those bitches you hate.

Seeing your crush.

Get called on in class.

Get homework.

See two bitches fighting like

And you watch them like

Lunch time.

More classes.

The final bell rings.

Go home and get on Tumblr.

Go to bed.

(via Chaystar) 

(Source: rainbowballz)